I.am.cocaine: December 2009

I'm sorry friend if I have to post this. Reading this over and over again makes me really laugh... Its like kids fighting over nothing... ahaha!

"This is the last time I am going to send a reply, please see me response on every statement..."

Elise: oh really? you want me to mention all the instances when you have been rude? ok...let me...this is not only for me but for keyne as well....

1. you walk past keyne yesterday...you didn't even say hi or whatever...which is not your usual attitude...

     - didn't I say Hi? I remember I did ... she was at the coffee vendo and I'm getting coke

   - keyne said this is not true....

     - okay - didn't force you to believe me

     - FYI, we do not know mental telepathy...hahahaha....

2. You didn't even bother to greet us merry christmas...wow!

     - I didn't even greet anybody...

     - you did, i just cant remember who, I think it was mommy anna

     - i didn't ... if i did ... i cant remember ... and if i did, i greated that person just for the sake of greeting that person back

   - I greeted you too...so I do not deserve to be greeted back just for the sake of being friends?...nice....

3. you didn't join us for lunch...i asked if you were coming and you said no, with the most indifferent expression

     - i didn't feel like eating ... i didn't eat yesterday ... just so you know. im on a diet

   - you usually join us even if you are on a diet.

     - okay - cant i be with myself anymore?

   - hahahaha...you do not understand my point...this is not the way we have known you....you used to go with us even if you are on a diet...you go with us but you do not eat...getz?

4. cor and i were in ministop and you came in...i called your name and you didn't even bother to look...

     - again, if I did notice, i'll say hi. I remember I did talk to cor yesterday. if i have problems with you, why would i ignore her?

     - well you are probably getting more rude than i could evern imagine....

      - maybe - it's my fault again. kasalanan ko ng hindi ko kau napansin ... sorry for me being rude
next time i'll scan the place to check if somebody that i know is there

- I am not asking you to scan the place..you know we were there you just don't want to talk to us...acceptance is the key...

5. after buying something you went out and was about to go to the hacienda area keyne saw you but instead of joining her you immediately turned to the other direction...

      - HUH?

       - i am observing you, i saw this coz I was in ministop...i know that you saw her...don't tell me you didnt...we go on break together most of the time and you see molas faster than I could with that distance...

      - i did widraw money ... and if i did that in purpose, cant i choose where i want to stay?

       - hahahaha...you didn't get the point again...i saw where you went...you usually stay with your friends after doing what you need to do....hahahahaha

6. i asked if you were taking your last break, you said yes but you didn't join us.

      - and I did .. dior and I were talking about our shift trade

       - if you saw us then (if you are in your usual self then you would ask us to wait for you)

       - why would i do such? if you cant remember nung nilagpasan nyo ko, me and dior are still talking

        - obviously, after all the things stated above, i have come to realize that you did want to be with us....
7. You left the floor without even saying goodbye. FYI, Angela and Jenny noticed.

      - i should get the stuff that I buy (lecheflan thingy). and momy is in a rush (i assume) coz she's just in aux 1

      - you would tell us if you are in a hurry...as far as I know you are not this rude...

      - sorry for being rude

- do you really want to say sorry or you are just forced to coz you can't make up excuses anymore? hehehehehe...that's okay..

8. We saw you coming in (at the lobby), I called your name and you didn't even look..I know how sharp your eyesight is (with that distance, i am certain that you saw us.)

      - if i did see you guys, even if I dont fell like talking , i would smile - as far as i can remember, im wearing earpiece earlier (cp music thingy)

      - i knew you would use that as an excuse...hahahahaha...

      - funny, right?

      - yeah, it is funny coz i know how you think....hehehehehe..i think you are being sarcastic here...but it's okay.....

9. You were about to go out (lobby again), keyne and I were almost bloking the doorway ( again, I am certain that you saw us but you didnt even bother to wave goodbye)

     - so that's you ... i did say excuse ... and im in hurry

- excuse? you didn;t even move your lips...why were you looking down..so you could make up this excuse that you didn't see us...hahahahaha...

      - i dont think i need to explain myself anymore ... u wont believe me anyway

      - As I have said, we do not know mental telepathy...something like "you probably did not hear me but i did say excuse me," would have been better to hear...empathy i guess...

10. I sent you a message and you didn't even respond. I sent you another one saying that if you do not have any load you may call our landline...

      - i dont have a load and i went to the gym

- so you did receive it...you are usualy the one who opens up a conversation and in situations like this you would tell me why you were not able to reply the minute you see me

      - didnt i mention earlier that id dont feel like talking this past few days ... i believe i did

       - hahahahaha...you do not get the point again...we have stood by your side through all the rough roads...i think we deserve i little respect...let us know that you are not in the mood to talk and not just ignore us without telling us...

11. I asked what you problem is (you were about to go to ministop) and if we could talk and you went rushing towards the door.

       - i did tell you, i just want to eat.

        - so if you are hungry, that doesn't merrit me a minute for you to pause and talk to me? nagiging bastos na pala ngayon ang mga taong gutom...

       - sorry .. siguro mali ung upbringing sakin

   - i didn't question your upbrigning...you were the one who are saying that...It is unfair to blame your parents for the way you are acting...Now, tell me how rude can you get?

       - maybe im not myself lately .... but im not being rude. I just dont feel like talking this past few days

       - SORRY WOULD HAVE BEEN ENOUGH....hahahahha...but i guess your not humble enough to do this.....hahahahaha...

       - siguro nga im not humble, mature, rational to say sorry... siguro nga tama si jared na i need to grow up
me not talking that much is such a big deal now....

hahahahha...you've been missing on all the points...tsk...tsk...it's not about you being quiet...it's about giving respect to friends to stood by you when everybody else wants to put you down...too bad you don't understand...

After namin magpakapagod sa Serendra. We have decided to go back to the office. Dun kasi yung meeting place. D rin namin alam yung way papunta kila Molas...

Since wala kaming dalang food. Dumaan myna kami sa Hyper market para bumili ng disposable plates, cups, etc.

Then we went back to mini stop. Naantok na ako. Dumating na sila. Pero inantay namin si Ron, bago pumunta kila molas.

When we got there, umiistyle ako ng pagtulog. Since party yon, d pwde. Marami din kami dun. Iba't ibang batch. Nag kainan muna kami.... Picture taking...

ron and lhei

Andito rin sila mami ana, james, jennilyn and tabadda.

Dito sa loob ang videoke. Nag concert si nine at si ron. May ginawang ladies drink si carlo, yun yung ininom ko nung una. Si ana lee naman, naglalako ng tequila. May mga mabilis tinamaan. Then, syempre si molas, dun ako pinapasali sa beer.