I wish you knew...

" But the words get in the way and I paralyze.... So helpless when I look into your eyes..."

Status ko today sa Facebook.. Hahaha! This is bad....

Funny xmas kids fight...

I'm sorry friend if I have to post this. Reading this over and over again makes me really laugh... Its like kids fighting over nothing... ahaha!


"This is the last time I am going to send a reply, please see me response on every statement..."

Elise: oh really? you want me to mention all the instances when you have been rude? ok...let me...this is not only for me but for keyne as well....

1. you walk past keyne yesterday...you didn't even say hi or whatever...which is not your usual attitude...

     - didn't I say Hi? I remember I did ... she was at the coffee vendo and I'm getting coke

     - keyne said this is not true....

     - okay - didn't force you to believe me

     - FYI, we do not know mental telepathy...hahahaha....
 
2. You didn't even bother to greet us merry christmas...wow!

     - I didn't even greet anybody...

     - you did, i just cant remember who, I think it was mommy anna

     - i didn't ... if i did ... i cant remember ... and if i did, i greated that person just for the sake of greeting that person back
 
     - I greeted you too...so I do not deserve to be greeted back just for the sake of being friends?...nice....

3. you didn't join us for lunch...i asked if you were coming and you said no, with the most indifferent expression

     - i didn't feel like eating ... i didn't eat yesterday ... just so you know. im on a diet

     -  you usually join us even if you are on a diet.

     - okay - cant i be with myself anymore?

     - hahahaha...you do not understand my point...this is not the way we have known you....you used to go with us even if you are on a diet...you go with us but you do not eat...getz?
 
4. cor and i were in ministop and you came in...i called your name and you didn't even bother to look...

     - again, if I did notice, i'll say hi. I remember I did talk to cor yesterday. if i have problems with you, why would i ignore her?

     - well you are probably getting more rude than i could evern imagine....

      - maybe - it's my fault again. kasalanan ko ng hindi ko kau napansin ... sorry for me being rude
next time i'll scan the place to check if somebody that i know is there
 
      -  I am not asking you to scan the place..you know we were there you just don't want to talk to us...acceptance is the key...

 5. after buying something you went out and was about to go to the hacienda area keyne saw you but instead of joining her you immediately turned to the other direction...

      - HUH?

       - i am observing you, i saw this coz I was in ministop...i know that you saw her...don't tell me you didnt...we go on break together most of the time and you see molas faster than I could with that distance...

      - i did widraw money ... and if i did that in purpose, cant i choose where i want to stay?

       - hahahaha...you didn't get the point again...i saw where you went...you usually stay with your friends after doing what you need to do....hahahahaha

 6. i asked if you were taking your last break, you said yes but you didn't join us.

      - and I did .. dior and I were talking about our shift trade

       - if you saw us then (if you are in your usual self then you would ask us to wait for you)

       - why would i do such? if you cant remember nung nilagpasan nyo ko, me and dior are still talking

        - obviously, after all the things stated above, i have come to realize that you did want to be with us....
 7. You left the floor without even saying goodbye. FYI, Angela and Jenny noticed.

      - i should get the stuff that I buy (lecheflan thingy). and momy is in a rush (i assume) coz she's just in aux 1

      - you would tell us if you are in a hurry...as far as I know you are not this rude...

      - sorry for being rude

      - do you really want to say sorry or you are just forced to coz you can't make up excuses anymore? hehehehehe...that's okay..

 8. We saw you coming in (at the lobby), I called your name and you didn't even look..I know how sharp your eyesight is (with that distance, i am certain that you saw us.)

      - if i did see you guys, even if I dont fell like talking , i would smile - as far as i can remember, im wearing earpiece earlier (cp music thingy)

      - i knew you would use that as an excuse...hahahahaha...

      - funny, right?

      - yeah, it is funny coz i know how you think....hehehehehe..i think you are being sarcastic here...but it's okay.....

  9. You were about to go out (lobby again), keyne and I were almost bloking the doorway ( again, I am certain that you saw us but you didnt even bother to wave goodbye)

     - so that's you ... i did say excuse ... and im in hurry

      - excuse? you didn;t even move your lips...why were you looking down..so you could make up this excuse that you didn't see us...hahahahaha...

      - i dont think i need to explain myself anymore ... u wont believe me anyway

      - As I have said, we do not know mental telepathy...something like "you probably did not hear me but i did say excuse me," would have been better to hear...empathy i guess...
 
 10. I sent you a message and you didn't even respond. I sent you another one saying that if you do not have any load you may call our landline...

      - i dont have a load and i went to the gym

      -  so you did receive it...you are usualy the one who opens up a conversation and in situations like this you would tell me why you were not able to reply the minute you see me

      - didnt i mention earlier that id dont feel like talking this past few days ... i believe i did

       - hahahahaha...you do not get the point again...we have stood by your side through all the rough roads...i think we deserve i little respect...let us know that you are not in the mood to talk and not just ignore us without telling us...

11. I asked what you problem is (you were about to go to ministop) and if we could talk and you went rushing towards the door.

       - i did tell you, i just want to eat.

        - so if you are hungry, that doesn't merrit me a minute for you to pause and talk to me? nagiging bastos na pala ngayon ang mga taong gutom...

       - sorry .. siguro mali ung upbringing sakin

       - i didn't question your upbrigning...you were the one who are saying that...It is unfair to blame your parents for the way you are acting...Now, tell me how rude can you get?

       - maybe im not myself lately .... but im not being rude. I just dont feel like talking this past few days

       - SORRY WOULD HAVE BEEN ENOUGH....hahahahha...but i guess your not humble enough to do this.....hahahahaha...
 
       - siguro nga im not humble, mature, rational to say sorry... siguro nga tama si jared na i need to grow up
me not talking that much is such a big deal now....

 hahahahha...you've been missing on all the points...tsk...tsk...it's not about you being quiet...it's about giving respect to friends to stood by you when everybody else wants to put you down...too bad you don't understand...

Xmas party 2009

After namin magpakapagod sa Serendra. We have decided to go back to the office. Dun kasi yung meeting place. D rin namin alam yung way papunta kila Molas...

Since wala kaming dalang food. Dumaan myna kami sa Hyper market para bumili ng disposable plates, cups, etc.

Then we went back to mini stop. Naantok na ako. Dumating na sila. Pero inantay namin si Ron, bago pumunta kila molas.

When we got there, umiistyle ako ng pagtulog. Since party yon, d pwde. Marami din kami dun. Iba't ibang batch. Nag kainan muna kami.... Picture taking...

ron and lhei

Andito rin sila mami ana, james, jennilyn and tabadda.

 Dito sa loob ang videoke. Nag concert si nine at si ron. May ginawang ladies drink si carlo, yun yung ininom ko nung una. Si ana lee naman, naglalako ng tequila. May mga mabilis tinamaan. Then, syempre si molas, dun ako pinapasali sa beer.

nagtatago si Daryll

Syempre dahil Xmas party,  may games....

my live performance pa

for some reason, natatawa ako dito sa pic na to...

Photo shoot at Serendra.

Today is DTA's christmas party. We were invited by wave four. Kila Molas daw ang party.

Its all agents party. Since off naman namin, we have decided to join.

After shift,hindi na kami umuwi, kasi baka daw di pa ako bumalik pag nag uwian kami. 12 noon pa ang party, 6 am kami nag out. We have decided to go to Serendra.

Walang uwian, walang tulugan. Good luck. Nagbreakfast kami sa Crispy Kremes. Actually nakapag lakad lakad na kami,  inantay pa namin mag bukas yun.

Pagod na ako. Naka simangot na ako kasi ayaw nila ako iwan dun. Masakit na yung paa ko. Ayoko na sumama. Sabi ko balikan nalang ako. Ayaw nila ako iwan. Mag pictorial daw kasi.

Nag fill out muna si Nine nung entry sa raffle dito sa Crispy Kreme, para daw maka pagpahinga ako. Ang kukulit...

Ok. No choice. Makulit sila. Sumama na ako. Start n ng pictorial.

  malayo yung C.R. kaya dito nalang... Si Nine oh! Naninilip!

After lunch...

Mga health conscious daw sila. We always have a group break. So after eating our lunch they will give me 5 minutes to smoke, then we'll go for a walk...


Syempre, Lhei loves pictures, may dala kaming cam.




Parang mga bata. Nung una nagma-march lang. then we ended up playing patintero...

hanggang dun sa mcdo

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aww.... may nadapa...

back to work...ganto pa kaluwag noon sa floor...


After shift, nag punta kami sa Bancheto... So yung lakad namin kagabi, babawiin namin dito... ahaha!

fiesta?

then we went to ortigas park to play

Kumares...

Nag resign na si Badet sa Transcom, napromote kasi sya sa MOP. Ako, si Nine, si Lhei, kinuha nya kaming ninang ni Badong.

Binyag ni Badong. Bridgette talaga yng name nya kaso, ang laking baby, madalas napagkakamalang lalake.


Galing pa ako sa shift, d na ako natulog, naligo lang ako at nagbihis then nagpunta na ako dun. Lumagpas yung sinasakyan ko, nung tinaawagan ko si Lhei, papunta na daw sila. Dun nila ako pinapunta sa reception. Tapos nung andun na ako, dun na lang daw sa Simbahan,,, andun na sila....


I was almost late. pag pasok ko, kararating lang din nung dalawa...

kumares with badong..

 After ng binyag, nag taxi na kami papuntang reception, birthday din ni Badong, sa Jollibee ang reception.

 Nung nasa taxi kami, sabi ko wala akong sobre na paglalagyan ng money for the kid. Sabi ni nine, "naibili ka namin.. diba we're so sweet?".. Sabi ko, "ok lang..." lol!

 Ang weird lang dun sa binyag, binawi nila yung kandila namin...

Eto pa, ang aga namin dun sa reception, 3 pm pa yung birthday party. To keep us busy, sinulatan namin yung mga invitation... d ko nalang alam kung para saan...

kids...

 

Si lhei at nine, sumali pa sa mga games... to see the video, click here

nag papicture pa kay Jollibee, after that nakita nila ang tunay na pagkatao ni Jollibee...

You make me wanna....

and when I go home at night and lay my head down all I seem to think about is you...

 

Sabi sa kanta....

Before anything came between us
You were like my bestfriend
The one I used to run to when me and my
boy was having problems (thats right)
You used to say it would be okay
suggest little nice things I should do
And when I come home at night and lay my head down
all I seem to think about is you

Things are better left unsaid...

Well, you used to say, less talk less mistake. I don't know your point on asking me the question. I wasn't ready. These things aren't supposed to be an issue. Now it is the issue. I really don't get you.

Things will never be the same again...

Kyle's Birthday

It is our good friend, Kyle, celebrating his birthday.

I don't usually go out. But because I want to leave the past behind and start a whole new world, every invite I get, I accept...

I am not into partying. D rin ako pumupunta sa place na ganto. matagal kasi akong nakulong.

since pupunta mga friends ko, then why not.

Meeting place, robinsons gale, 9:30 pm. Buti matino ung mga kausap ko. Pagdating ko dun, andun na si Jennico at Lhei. Then we took a cab going to thomas morato. Since maaga p nman, kumain muna kami sa chowking.

with leah ann

Dun narin kami nag-palipas ng oras, picture picture and yosi. Wala pa kasi yung celebrant and yung iba naming friends.

11 na kami nung pumunta sa party. Late narin dumating si nine na naka dress pa...

Nagsimula na kaming uminom at mag videoke and take pictures..

may lasing na...

this one is really funny

bulag, pipi at bingi...

Ahaha! May mga nalasing.... I had fun... basta!

The Journey...

I have lots of friends now... Halos lahat ng ka-batch ko ay friends ko na. Since Badeth, nine and I have one thing in common at this time, ( d ko nalang ire-reveal ) We have decided to go to Tagaytay after our shift. Last day ng ABay namin. May kainan sa pantry, After that pupunta na kami sa Tagayta...

Itong lahat ng ito, dapat kasama namin pagpunta sa Tagytay. Kaso, lahat sila ay may kanya kanyang dahilan kung bakit hindi makakasama. Fine.

Akala ko hindi na kami matutuloy... Kasi kaming tatlo nalang ni badeth at nine and natira. Eh, busy pa sila pagliligpit ng food sa pantry.


Nakakatuwa lang kasi kahit kaming tatlo lang tumuloy kami.

Nagbyahe lang kami. We took the cab from Transcom to Baclaran. Then we took the bus going to Tagaytay. Mabilis lang ang byahe. I think holiday yun. They told me to turn off my phone para walang manggulo sa kin. LOL...

pagdating namin ng Tagaytay, nag jeep kami papuntang palace in the sky....

first picture when we got there... medyo foggy...

d masyadong kita yung lovers sa gitna nila...

fog b ang ibubuga nyo?

next stop: Picnic grove

sumakay kami sa cable car.. do I look scared?

we had lunch and went home...